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Thursday, July 20, 2017

My 'Destiny'

I lie awake
I've gone to ground
I'm watching porn
In my hotel dressing gown
Now I dream of you
But I still believe
There's only enough for one in this lonely hotel suite
The journey's long
And it feels so bad
I'm thinking back to the last day we had
Old moon fades into the new
Soon I know I'll be back with you
I'm nearly with you
I'm nearly with you
When I'm weak, I draw strength from you
And when you're lost I know how to change your mood
And when I'm down you breathe life over me
Even though we're miles apart we are each other's destiny
On a clear day
I'll fly home to you
I'm bending time getting back to you
Old moon fades into the new
Soon I know I'll be back with you
I'm nearly with you
I'm nearly with you
When I'm weak I draw strength from you
And when you're lost I know how to change your mood
And when I'm down you breathe life over me
Even though we're miles apart we are each other's destiny
When I'm weak I draw strength from you
And when you're lost I know how to change your mood
And when I'm down you breathe life over me
Even though we're miles apart we are each other's destiny
I'll fly, I'll fly home
I'll fly home and I'll fly home

Never be normal.......

It's never gonna be
Normal, you and me
What you're signing on for
Is a storm at sea
So if you think you're tough
Give me all your love
And I'll give you every little piece of me
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
We will never be a nuclear family
But a rainbow will begin at our feet
And if you take my hand
Beware that this boat can
Run aground making the ocean floor weep
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
Take a chance on me, yeah
You're my remedy, yeah
You may fall indeed, yeah
You'll find peace with me, yeah
Take a chance on me, yeah
You're my remedy, yeah
You may fall indeed, yeah
You'll find peace with me, yeah
Peace with me, yeah
Take a chance on me, yeah
You're my remedy, yeah
You may fall indeed, yeah
You'll find peace with me, yeah

Wednesday, February 22, 2017

Hints.........

What day is it
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up, and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
'Cause it's you and me
And all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me
And all the other people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
Why are the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right?
I'm tripping on words
You got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
'Cause it's you and me
And all of the people people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me
And all other people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
Something about you now
That I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Monday, February 20, 2017

I feel fine.:::::

I feel
I feel tired
Awake all night
Heads so heavy like a waste basket
I feel choke
Emotionally broke
Everything comes around still at the night
I feel alone
I want out
I want on my own
I want everything I own
I find letters, pictures
Memories of which I can't seem to let go
In your bedside table in your pocket in your wallet
You'll know
Abusive
A stranger in bed
Elusive
Forget everything you said
You've got the right to have that hand on your own
But the moment you hit it you're on your own
You already took over
Want now you want to hit the road
In love like a steamboat running on 'need to float'
I don't need 5 times a day
To tell me to go
3 6 9
You drink wine
Monkey on your back you feel just fine
Free
Free, everything you ever wanted
Fuck me

Thursday, February 9, 2017

Another perfect day ...........

The wind blows cool across my face

I can the smell the taste
A trace of lace

There's something sinister in place

It leaves me restless
With no peace

So it's a perfect day
To fade away

It's a perfect day to
Turn away and run

It's a perfect day
To go and tie one off

It's a perfect day
To waste away
A perfect plot to play

Just another
Perfect day
But before you know
It's gone

My mind slips
Further from what's real

Take my hands away
From the steering wheel

I'm crashing
Coming down in waves

I wipe the sweat
From upon my face

And it's a perfect day
To leave this place

It's a perfect day
To hide in my own home

It's a perfect day
And it's taking its toll

It's a perfect day
To waste away
Your perfect part to play

Just another
Perfect day
But before you know
It's gone

It's a perfect day
To hide down in my home

It's a perfect day
And it's taking its toll

It's a perfect day
To waste away
Your perfect part to play

Just another
Perfect day
But before you know
It's gone

Saturday, February 4, 2017

finally happy

I didn't realize how much I had not been writing - I guess I used my blog when I was having a rough time to maintain my sanity - but things are diffrent now

Professionally- I am flourishing
Educationally- off the charts
My family is together and happy
And I am finally happy and content- took a long time to say that - because after what I went thru- I would have been happy to be the old lady with cats-

Lets see what tomorrow brings

😁

Wednesday, September 28, 2016

Thank you Ed Sheeran

One of my most favorite songs ever- I remember the first time I heard and it, and you told me who sang it- To this day I smile when I hear it….

Thanks Ed

When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks
And darling I will be loving you 'til we're 70
And baby my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Oh me I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am
So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
Maybe we found love right where we are
When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way, mm
I know you will still love me the same
'Cause honey your soul can never grow old, it's evergreen
Baby your smile's forever in my mind and memory
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand
But baby now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are, oh
So baby now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
Oh maybe we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are


Wednesday, May 25, 2016

The hardest part of the day

I thought it would get easier, day after day- but it is the exact opposite- harder each time -




No one to share the events of the day, or tell me a joke, or ask my opinion. Sam the corgi, well, not a huge conversationalist. A little tired of the table for one..............

Friday, April 1, 2016

A bad hand..........

It's often said time heals all wounds - well it has been a year- this wound isn't healed, isn't smaller, hasn't begun to go away. If I had fallen down and skinned my knee- i could understand- as it is, I don’t. There isn't a day I don't wonder, there isn't a day I don't shed a tear, there isn't a day I am not sad.

All I want is to trust again, to laugh again, to smile again. 


Maybe it just isn't in the cards I have been dealt


Tuesday, March 22, 2016

Angel Flight 3/21/16

In honor of the men and women of the 300th Airlift Squadron from Joint Base Charleston who completed the angel flight for USMC Staff Sgt. Louis Cardin. 



All I ever wanted to do was fly*
Leave this world and live in the sky
I left the C130 out of Fort Worth town
I go up some days I don't wanna come down

Well I fly that plane called the Angel Flight
Come on brother you're with me tonight
Between Heaven and earth you're never alone
On the Angel Flight
Come on brother I'm taking you home

I love my family and I love this land
But tonight this flight's for another man
We do what we do because we heard the call
Some gave a little, but he gave it all

I fly that plane called the Angel Flight
Come on brother you're with me tonight
(Come on brother you're with me tonight)
Between Heaven and earth you're never alone



On the Angel Flight
Come on brother I'm taking you home
Come on brother I'm taking you home

Well, the cockpit's quiet and the stars are bright
Feels kinda like church in here tonight
It don't matter where we touch down
On the Angel Flight its sacred ground

I fly that plane called the Angel Flight
Gotta hero riding with us tonight
Between Heaven and earth you're never alone
On the Angel Flight
Come on brother I'm taking you home
Come on brother I'm taking you home
Come on brother I'm taking you home
Come on brother I'm taking you home