Where do I take this pain of mine I run, but it stays right my side
So tear me open, pour me out There's things inside that scream and shout And the pain still hates me So hold me, until it sleeps
Just like the curse, just like the stray You feed it once, and now it stays
So tear me open, but beware There's things inside without a care And the dirt still stains me So wash me, until I'm clean It grips you, so hold me It stains you, so hold me It hates you, so hold me It holds you, so hold me
Until it sleeps
So tell me why you've chosen me Don't want your grip, don't want your greed
I'll tear me open, make you gone No more can you hurt anyone And the fear still shakes me So hold me, until it sleeps
It grips you, so hold me It stains you, so hold me It hates you, so hold me It holds you, so hold me
Until it sleeps
I don't want it
So tear me open, but beware The things inside without a care And the dirt still stains me So wash me, 'till I'm clean...
I'll tear me open, make you gone No longer will you hurt anyone And the hate still shapes me So hold me, until it sleeps...
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